Today is the 10th Days of my Grandmother,

Later i am going to submit the invoice for Mr. Tan From PHPPS, also to pass them the inter-class basketball form.

Follow by going to Hospice Care to do donation of some wheelchair and handler, To help my grandmother to do more good deep. They have been very caring in taking care of my grandmother during this prior of hard time.

Today is the 9th days after my beloved grandmother have pass away, I am very emo & stress now.

To: My Beloved Grandmother

Thanks for taking care of me for 23years. I know you care alot about me, i been very playful and misbehave. Please forgive me. I will not cry & sad, i will be happy forever, You may not be beside me from now, you will be forever in my heart, til the day i leave this world. There are too many good thing and good memory that you brought it to me. When i fall, you are there to bring me up. When i am side you are there to care about me. Grandmother, i will forever love you & thanks you.

From the day i lost my grandmother, my feel haven been very weak. This years is the 6 years that i am not in-love. When i am sad, i got no one to talk with, When i am happy, i got no one to share with. I got alot friends, But none of them i are my close friends. I may look very happy and normal, but who know the real identify of myself. The one that you all have see, is just a mask that i am wearing.

Death is nothing, alive then is scary, How i wish i can live in a world of no pain no feeling.